shit happens.

SPM is less than a week away, and I'm updating?
haha funny, because we sometimes do things that we least expect.
so much has happened since I last updated, and when I look back, some things aren't even worth to be said, but worth to be learned from.
:)

much tears we've seen running down people's faces, many chaotic drama have came to an end.
as much as I hate to say this, it's high school.
I never imagined my high school life to end in such a way, but it's a fact that it's ending like this.
some may call it bitter, but some may call it sweet.
from how I see it, it's what I learn that makes everything worth.

I quote a teacher that I look up to,

we should remember the sweet memories and leave the bitter ones behind, because those aren't worth remembering. would you want to lead a miserable life because the bitter ones are what you remember?

oh. and i have to say this, i miss my sister who's away in Langkawi enjoying herself.
fml. i'm here today at home, doing this, and i'mma hit the books in a bit.

will be back in a month. :)

hiatus.

yeah. the highlight of the year is approaching.
so here i am to bid goodbye for that few months.

i won't be online- except, maybe on Tues mornings?

so, call or text me to reach me! :D

it's time, again.

missing Capsquare. the ambience was awesome!

people tend to forget how to appreciate.
words are often said, but actions were never taken.
much advice have been given, but one just wouldn't open up, and listen.
frustration kicks in, yet she's still staying strong, never giving up.

but bare in mind that she might just leave like the rest, and what it takes is only time.

how words are often said with an extreme ego attitude.
yet when it happens people still make the same mistakes, just like others.
shouldn't we actually take the right values and nurture it in every one of us?

we tend to have lack of morality and compassion when true, cruel reality happens.
guilt might actually exist but the act of selfishness takes over our mind, our hearts.
one might be too kind, and being taken advantage of.
one might be too caring, and ends up getting hurt from the people they care most.

in the end, all we get are lessons to learn when the reality test comes.
we'll learn, and make things better in the future.
because we, have a choice whether to make remedies to our mistakes. :)
never fail to try.

why not bother less.

i just realise that if i start my day with a good mood, i'll end up being sad and angry by the end of the day, and vice versa.
why?
because i care too much.

sometimes in life, we have to learn how to ignore certain things, and people.
and sometimes, we have to accept the fact that eventhough frustration kicks in, we still have gotta stay strong.

shed some tears, then move on.
:)

looks like the abstract mobile thingie we did during CLIOD. xD

love the space, so modern looking.

-inspiration comes into mind.- simplicity+creativity wins.

i miss bbsl.

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Urbanattic. damn fine place to chill.

no. i actually don't miss the school. i miss how much fun we used to have.

remember those days in form1 and form 2?

especially form 2, i dare say.

i remember being treated like the VIP. endless gatherings before and after school, even during the holidays.

i miss the place we used to go makan. remember, the one in section 6?

really. life has been as tough as.. u and i should know how to describe it in words without having to say it out loud here.

and it isnt getting easier by the minute.

reality is coming so so quickly like lightning speed, and i'm still not prepared for it.

just when i start putting guards down on my surroundings, people come ambushing without my awareness. and now it's really disturbing because i was never prepared.

heck.

we still have to stay strong, whether we're facing things alone or not.

so many things happened within these two weeks.

i've learned so much from all these.

i guess we shouldn't expect too much, huh?

oh well. another life lesson.

life goes on. :)

so so so not prepared.

aaaah piano exam is next Friday and i'm so not ready!
I was quite prepared edi last few weeks, and just because I didn't practise last week it all went back to nearly zero level of preparation man. WAD DA FARK.

I'm so disappointed in myself.
therefore, I'm gonna make myself practise at least 3 rounds of the whole exam thing a day.
GAH!

If I flunk Grade 7, I have to take the exam again next year, u know?

fml.

bad bad day.

so clean, so bright!

work load. work load. work load.
it's getting more and more aight.

i'm bloggin here, right now, in the ICT lab, using Kah Seng's laptop because i've nth to do right now. :D

which is so awesome!
it's so hard to get.

nth much happened to me lately, besides having more tuition and school on Saturday now!
it starts to feel like time flies already. really.
sigh. i'm actually worried about some of the closest people to me, things hasn't been good when it comes to them. =/

BUTTTT~

every difficulty is an opportunity.
sigh. to everyone out there, appreciate life as much as u can. everything that happens will always have a reason behind it.

make things work.