A Novel idea

Okay, So.. I've changed the skin for this blog, and I put Spongebob aside. Woei Yee, I know Spongebob is cute and all, but the font is really killing my eyes. So I changed to this new one, Which is pretty cute rite? =DD Hehe..

So, I have not really started with my studies due to the folios I'm stuck with(god pls send someone to help me..). However.... I manage to do a bit of Math before I get angry and irritated with the folios. Yeah, and I just finished the book. A Novel Idea. Credits to Mayyi!! I haven been touching any other story books since I last read Harry Potter and The Order of Phoenix, and i got really bored doing nothing in class everyday. So i asked Mayyi to lend me one or two of the best books she has. And There! I finished A Novel Idea! But, I haven started She's Got The Beat. ><" I'm.. currently, back to my.... STUDIES first before I get obsessed with it. Lols.

Hate my life

I dunno wat's wrong with ALMOST EVERY SINGLE teacher who comes into my class, cant they juz stop scolding me?! I'm really sick of u guys(except for Mr Willeam and MISS Prema). It started with Raja Zaida when she scolded me because I was sitting at the back, when I'm tryin my best to memorize my speech for this stupid english oral test. I was tryin to be nice when I didnt wanna interupt those ppl presenting in front, that's why I sit at the back! And u scolded me. WTH?!

Yeah, next is this friggin PSK teacher who scolded me coz I was juz walking around the class trying to get the dictionary from Sin Yin. I was sitting at the back, and when I juz laid my ASS on the chair, Sumana started talking to me, and I got scolded by her. "Saya sudah lama perhatikan kamu, kenapa kamu asyik bercakap?!" = =" I got really pissed at her, so I juz turn my head to the back and started cursing. Lol.

Next one, My Science teacher, It was a beautiful Thursday.. til she ruined it = =" I was helping Adrian out with his karangan Cik Prema asked him to do and tryin to borrow this Science assessment book which I dun have. And when I juz wanna walk back to my place, she started scolding. "Sudah habis berjalan a? Dari tadi saya nampak kamu merayau di kelas, sekarang kamu tak bertugas untuk sapu sampah kan? Kenapa masih nak jalan? Buka buku la!" /pif I used to love her coz she speaks quite good English, which it's really quite perfect for a Science teacher, til she ruined everything!

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I'm gonna complain bout everything today bcoz I am really having a bad day. Yeah, I'm not supposed to talk bad about my parents... Especially my mom, because wateva they do it's juz for my own good. I know, but sometimes they juz dun understand me! My mom starts raising her voice, always pinching my arm when I start to on the computer in front of her, and she'll start to ask me to study. I mean like, I know. I'm gonna study. I have my day planned out this morning when I woke up. The first thing I thought was like, ok, today, must study, no matter wat it takes! But she ruined everything, by juz walking away when I'm tryin to finish my blog ASAP.

Sigh, I really hate it when it gets to my parents. I still haven tell them that I got 49% for my SENI. T.T

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My English is getting really bad. I oni started to realise how bad my English was when I started talking to Katryne and when I started writing the speech for my oral test. So, I'm searching for an English Learning Centre... which is something like British Council. I used to go there til I felt really tired after travelling to KL every single week. =/ Not to forget that I used to look forward to go there coz I have a crush on my teacher(he's from England) and a malay guy. But I really hated the girls there coz basically they're wannabes.. Trying their best to speak like Americans.. Which they obviously didnt manage to do that coz they're.. too.. fake? I dunno but every week I came out from the class and speak like another Malaysian, coz I juz felt like.. There isnt a need to speak like an American if u cant, juz be urself rite? =DDD

Yeah so I'd better start CLEANING my room after embarassing myself in front of Chia Hui when he asked to me to clean my room. Lol. And i'd better start studying =/

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's" Your Love Style?

I got this from Casey's blog.. I thought it was kinda interesting so I juz tried it, til I got the same thing like Eugene. And u call it most rare? This love style is everywhere! Try taking this thing, i think u might get the same thing as I do.

You Are 40% Girly

You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit.Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.

How Girly Are You?

Am I that.. Boyish?! Pretty hardcore TB. Sigh, Am i that boyish? I dun wish to be one.. I wear skirts u know! Juz that I couldnt buy longer skirts =/ I'm too short!! T.T I like to do things my way.. Not really.. Things juz dun go my way always!!!

What Your Hands Say About You

You are artistic, intuitive, and inspired. You have good people skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.

What Do Your Hands Say About You?

Among all I love this one the most.. It really reflects me I guess =X Try taking one la!! =D

Poems- my thing?

Suddenly, I had a thought about writting poems, juz to let myself know how I feel. =/ Sometimes I really dunno how I feel - depressed, furious, happy... stressed? Gah~ I neva knew life in form3 can be such a bad thing. No outings, folios, exams - i'm not complaining! I'm juz making examples XP

So I got most of my papers back... and overall it's juz 60+ to 70+ I feel so stupid rite now T.T But yeah, like Chia Hui said, there's still TIME to change. This week I dunno why,I feel so tired and stressed up, but I still feel pumped and filled with determination to score 7A's for my PMR. Why eh?

I might not want to blog about the places I went in Singapore... Practically bcoz I forgot all the fun? But I'm telling u, the bed in Albert Court Hotel was good =D. And the walking made me exercise a lot. Which is good for me because I hardly exercise. Oh and the cheap chocs were really bad, it's wrapped in gold paper? wateva la.. I didnt have the ka-ching to buy stuff anyways.

Yeah, I didnt forget to buy things back for my friends... Bought Caramel Kit Kat for Jin Rui(was it good?) er bought Jellybeans for Woei yee(i'm sorry i didnt buy u anything Jamie, i juz didnt know wat u like, Wai Men too! =/) bought Hello Kitty Marshmallows for Sin Yin(which is practically for everybody), keychains for aaron, cia lea ad chia hui.. and chocs for everyone which tasted really bad. I'm sorry guys, I didnt know it tasted that bad =/

I'm going to change this blogskin again. I love Spongebob! But the font makes my head go crazy, It juz seems to mess up in one... I cant find that word.. bleah.. wateva..

Study study study!

I aint gonna blog about ma S'pore trip til Saturday due to the folios that I have to pass up by FRIDAY. Dun think I'm the last minute kind in finishng my folios, coz i've REALLY REALLY LEARNT MY LESSON. Actually it's bcoz the teacher has told us about some changes las minute, so... =/ Have to do again T.T I really hate it!!

Yeah, so practically now I'm having a hectic life. Feeling horrible now. Haven study, and my mid year exam results were BAD. And today Wah Lung really made me evaluate myself. Wat have I done?!? He said "Carmen, u seriously changed. Last time always aiming for A, A and A. Now, praying hard that u will not fail?" I felt really bad, coz I've changed to become a lazy person who doesnt even bother to study when the exam comes. And like wat Sumana said the other day, No inspiration or motivation to study, how to study?- that's til she found her inspiration. Yeah, u MOVED ONE STEP AHEAD AND I'M STILL ONE STEP BEHIND U!

O.o I forgot that I have to prepare for my Speech next week! Someone think about a topic for me!! >.<" Help!!

"I really need someone to help me stand up coz I've fallen badly on my butt" - I'm serious about it!!!

Aaron Chang's Birthday Party

Oh yeah~ It's ur birthday~ It's ur birthday~ Happy 15th Birthday Aaron! ><" Dai guo zhai lu! XDXD hope today u had fun at ur party! although there were some disturbance fromthe guards as usual = ="

Sorry~ No pictures. Didnt take any pictures coz I was late =/ I rushed back from Ipoh juz to make it to the party. @@" And partly because I dun wanna go back home so late! I hate it T.T SCARY LA!

So practically the party was... bbq bbq and more bbq! Thank goodness it didnt rain today or else it'll be hectic! >< And sad to say that most of them didnt notice I was there til 10+? Sad!!! Okay mayb it's because i arrived really late, like about 9+?

Gosh, I cant stop crapping!

Er so basically the party was okay la.. They went yum cha after that but I had to leave coz I wanna come back home early.. tomorrow go out again ma.. ^^

Rite, I went back to Ipoh today! Yesh, Grandpa looks better! yays! I really love it when I see him getting more and more healthy each time i see him! ^^ And we ate beef noodle, which was supposed to be delicious- really delicious but my mom said that it wasnt that good compared to the last time we ate it =/

My uncle got the chicken pox too. After 50 years finally he got it. Hahas. At least he got it before he goes older =P And it didnt look that bad la, looks like having loads and loads of pimples oni. Haha.

O.o after so long I finally get to watch Death Note. And it was.. scary? yeah. Kinda. But it's interesting. Watch halfway and gotta go over to my uncle's place to visit him =/

Monday gotta finish my Sej folio! HELP! I'm so dead X_X someone help me?