Imagine?

I've been thinking of things againnnn.

Another update? 3 updates already? Lol whatever

I just feel like blogging.

It definitely was a blast today or rather, yesterday.

But now that I'm alone, I start thinking more.

Things I'd like to do in the future,

Drive a Suzuki Swift, or even better, my lovely red Mini Cooper with white stripes on the highway. And just keep quiet and think.

Day dream by the beach.

Go up the hill with my friends and just talk, cry, whatever while watching the night view of a beautiful place. =D

Walk under the rain.

Get the first ever neoprints with the guy I love most!

Watch the first ever comedy movie with the guy I love most!

Share the first ever love song that we love together!

As if Jay Chou knows you. =.=

As crazy as it sounds, I really really hope for these things. Haha I sound desperate wth. =.= DREAM LA CARMEN! =D

Grab a piece of tissue, cry, and everything will be fine. =]

SECTION 1 : HAVE YOU EVER
1. Cheated on someone? : Nearly. =]
2. Fallen off the bed? : Once, and only once.
3. Broken someone's heart? : I guess not.
4. Had your heart broken? : Loads of times.
5. Had a dream come true? : Always. <3>

6. Done something you regret? : Yesh. =.=

SECTION 2 : CURRENTLY

1. Wearing? : Red shirt from PM and black pants from Romp.

2. Like anyone? : Jay Chou! xD

3. Have any piercings? : Yeap. Ears.

4. Drive? : Want to. And will do anything for it xD

5. Ever Smoked? : Nope.

6. Tattoos? : Fake ones when I was a kid. Haha

SECTION 3 : LAST PERSON YOU...

1. Hugged? : Dun rememeber

2. Kissed? : Dun remember

3. IMed? : PKOrange.

4. Talked on the phone to? : SCH

5. Yelled at? : No one. lol

SECTION 4 : PERSONAL

1. What do you/did you want to be when you finish(ed) school? : I wanna be someone. =D

2. What has been the best day of your life? : 23rd of Feb. Jay Chou concert! xD

3. What comes first in your life? : Family?

4. What are you most scared of? : Snakes, the dark. =.=

5. What do you usually think about before you go to bed? : Jay Chou!

6. Did you lose someone you really loved? : Yesh.

SECTION 5 : FAVORITE

1. Movie : Will be Made of Honour? Dunno.

2. Song : When You Look Me In The Eyes by Jonas Brothers.

3. Ice Cream Flavor : Strawberry Banana!

4. Fruit : Most of the fruits, except for pineapple. @@"~

5. Candy : Jellybeans? lol

6. Day of the Week : Friday babeh!

7. Color : White, Orange, Grey, Black.

SECTION 6 : DO YOU

1. Like to give hugs? : Yesh, always giving it to Su!

2. Like to walk in the rain? : I hope I can. xD the rain is shooo lovely.

3. Prefer black or blue pens? : Black.

4. Like to travel? : Quite, Aus rawkz.

5. Sleep on your side? : Right. Yesh.

6. Have a goldfish? : Nope.

7. Ever have the falling dream? : Huh? lol

8. Have stuffed animals? : Yesh. =]

SECTION 7 : THIS OR THAT

1. Pierced nose or tongue? : None

2. MTV or BET? : MTV

3. 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? : 7th Heaven!

4. Sugar or salt? : Sugar. ^^"

5. Silver or gold? : Silver.

6. Chocolate or flowers? : Chocolates.

7. Color or Black-and-white photos? : Depends. =D

8. M&Ms or skittles? : M&Ms & Skittles! They rawk. <3~>

9. Stay up late or sleep in? : Both! lol

10. Hot or cold? : Cold? Hot? Can't decide. xD

11. Ketchup or mustard? : Ketchup!

12. Spring or Fall? : Spring! Shows a new beginning of almost everything. =]

13. Happy or sad? : Happy!

14. Wonder or amazement? : Amazement

15. Mexican or italian food? : Italian

16. O.C. or Laguna Beach? : Laguna Beach! Loves!

I Tag :

1. Shanice

2. Fong Bee

3. Mun Yee

4. Jin Rui

5. Chee Yern

6. Steven

Laughs. xD

Don't you love the c0lour of the picture? =]

I was emo in the morning. Didn't eat much during breakfast, even there's a bowl of pork noodles in front of me.

Went out with Fong Bee, and the Aarons. xD

Watched Superhero Movie @ Jusco, Cheras Selatan. The movie was funny, but I didn't laugh much. Haha

Went for lunch, and I didn't eat much also. I felt bad for not finishing the food, but still, no appetite.

Had a free lift back home xD and we started making sushi!

New recipe.. or not? lol

First, wash and boil the Jap rice

While waiting for the rice to cook, cut the filling of the sushi.

BBoy Aaron. His cutting skills is good. xD

Cook whatever u need to cook to STUFF into the sushi xD

Add sugar and salt into the vinegar. To make it taste better, perhaps?

When the rice is done, take it out..

And mix it with the vinegar solution? lol

Fillings we used? xD

I was really glad that they accompanied me throughout the day, because after we started making sushi, I felt so much better already. =D

Carmen vs Fong Bee


Round 1!


Carmen's

Fong Bee's!

Round 2!

Tsk tsk. Too much rice. =.=

Too little rice! =P

And after many attempts..

I succeeded in Round 4! Wahaha

She succeeded too. =.=

When Cloudy aka Aaron Chang and Fong Bee started to try sth new..

Pro in action! =P

And tadaa!

Had a blast today. =] Love you guys loads!

Think.

When it comes to situation like this,
I never knew what to do,
I start questioning myself,
For being so helpless when it comes to the topic about you.


Things had never turn out fine for me,
Since that night when I had to give in,
I just want simplicity,
But I seem to face complexity.

I guess ignorance is a bliss.

Bad day.

Bleahhh! I sooooo dislike my life now lo!!

Everything seems to be turning out the opposite way- the bad way.

I've put hopes on all these things and they just don't wanna turn out right!

From lovee to my msn account!

Can't you just give me a break?!

Why others can live a perfect happy day while I cant?!

Things have been bad for me already, and my stupid msn accounts are not working?! Pfft.

Even my piano is going out of tune.

I don't even wanna get to my drum or my guitar today.. In case I break the guitar string or tear the drum skin. Pfft.

My day sucks.

Pictures from yesterday's outing

Love the green apple chicken rice. xD

Random~

Mee Mah Mung and Fina.

Blur her.

Darling! xD

Mee Mah Mung. Cloudy<3

Look at his face wehh! xD

Only pic with Wai Meng's face in it.

Always ready for the camera. =.=

And loves grabbing men's ass. Lol

A movie which I'd really hope that I can watch with that someone?

Did I mention that there were 2 lil girls in a green aveo that were looking at us in the car?

We played with them. xD

I did ^^v to them then they were doing the peace sign too! I waved at them and they waved at me too!

They made my day. I love kiddsssss! They're soooo adorable. =]

It hurts so badly.

Hi hope, meet disappointment.

It was too soon to tell,
whether she has hope or not.
As her friend told her everything will turn out fine,
She fantasizes him every single day,
with hopes of meeting him one day.

One day, she started crying,
because her heart was breaking.
She got to know that he wouldn't like her,
like I said,
it was too soon to tell,
whether it would be a fairytale.

Today's outing was kinda fun. =D

Had headache the whole day though. O.o migrain to come? haha

I didn't really enjoy Indiana Jones, I wonder izzit because of my headache or I just don't like it? Haha

As usual, neoprints session with Afina was fun. xD too bad wai meng went back early.

Pictures to be up soon again. =D

On the marathon of The Seventh Day. I'm crying til my eyes hurt alot. Sigh.

Rainbowww~

It might cost a bomb, but it definitely comes from the heart! =D

As I stare at his pic,

Memories of him run into my head.

I now wonder if he's thinking of me as I think of him.

Perhaps, tomorrow will tell..

Written by: Sumana aka Su

I felt emo once I read that msg.


She reminded me of all the unhappy stuff.. And tears start to fill my eyes.

Patrick has new company.

He's so near, yet so hard to reach?

=/ Aint gonna think.


Not her fault though, she was just trying to tell me how she feels. =]

Picture taken by Jin Rui

Outing today was okay. Not bad.

Mayo on his face after Su Zen fed him xD

Neoprints session was fun with them. Jin Rui looked so funny. Lol

Pictures to be up soon.


Outing with Fina tomorrow. Should be a blast! =D

wo zhi dao, wo bu pei.

I miss you.

Lots of love!

Been to this place since I was 1? Haha

1 hour in Pavilion, and I got something that I've been looking for such a loooong time! Cheap and nice weiii! Hard to get in Pavilion lo!

Lol I'm sooo happy. =]

Got over the whole emo thing. Just because I realised that my day is really really good!

My dad got his Astro fixed.

My mom got a new wireless router.

And I'm back online, and I can watch the TV the whole day on weekdays! xD

How lucky is that eh?

Paris Hilton = branded goods

Oh. And I think I've grown fatter edi. =[

Gah. I can't fit into my old jeans liao le! My denim skirt also...

But I'm not thinking of diet okay. So impossible for me, because I don't wanna stay short forever! =P Even Alex say I'm short after not seeing me for such a long time. Aiyoooo~

Exercise, exercise, exercise. This holiday must exercise laaa~! Someone make me exercise... Lol. I wanna grow taller. T.T *kicks and slaps myself for being so short*

Okay la. It's genes la. *thoughts of BIO PAPER pops into my mind.*

My mom's not that tall. So I'm not that tall also loooo.

This means I cannot find a boyfriend which is tremendously tall. If not hor, I'll look like a pixie next to him wehhh! =X

Nvm nvm. *sticks chest out* I shall jump more so that I can be taller. =D

Crap. I'm crapping. Gotta zip it edi. Lol ciao.

Orange is Love

Teardrops on my guitar.

Okay maybe I didn't have tears on my guitar, but definitely on my piano lo!

I dunno why, instead of feeling happy that exam is over.. I felt sad.

Last paper, Bio... Seriously will fail. Estimated, and I'll only get 35 marks.. Maximum =.=

Sigh.

That particular someone made me feel even more emo today.

I shouldn't have online using my phone.

regret.

Gah. Whatever. Holidays are starting.. Gonna rawk it no matter what happens. =]

Teardrops On My Guitar

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh cause its so damn funny
But I can't even see anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car
I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home one night
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one that's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

I know you don't care anymore.

Think Of Me.

Just uploaded Think Of Me, the Phantom of the Opera OST? The song I uploaded is by the oh-so-cute David Archuleta though. His voice makes me love that song, and of course the lyrics. =]

I really love the lyrics, coz it's speaks for what I'm thinking right now. I know u know. xD

Oh. Am doin revision for bio. Only in Chapter 2 and what time is it? Lol 12.30am? Told ya I'll fail for Bio.

But I'm still trying my best. When u see me in the morning with very dark dark circles, lol very big eye bags, u know why. I've been burning midnight oil. Lol

Now I start to get the feeling. Envy. I'm surrounded by people who are in love. Most of the girls are in relationship.. and I suppose they're really happy.

Oh. And Chee Yern, congratulations. Haha gong hei gong hei. =P dun forget to get me something from Europe, and I'm gonna kill u for posting my primary pictures in ur blog. Huge embarrassment wei! Pai seh betul. ><"

Back to studying. Lysosome = suicide bag = pakistan bomber? lol? hahaha

Am proud of myself! xD

I loveeeee myself!

Haha am feeling happy that I finally know how to do Math!

Yes, I'm stupid, but who cares? I got it! xD

But it took me a whole day to complete those 2 chapters of Math. Of course you have to add in the lazy attitude which delays time all the time. Heee

And I seriously ignored all the important subjects lo... Chem, Phy and Bio = Die? Lol

You know I really need help from you!

Someone called me today and reminded me about school.

All of a sudden I hate the fact that I'm going to school on Tues again.

I used to start to like what I've been doing in school.

But something made me hate school alot.

I dunno whether I'm just making a big deal bout it or what laaa. But I shouldn't be talking bout it here.

It isn't nice to offend someone rite? =D

I might talk about it, after things are settled? Or maybe when I have the time to twist and turn the whole story. xD

I should really get some sleep. Although I'm not feeling sleepy, at all.

I screwed up.

Nice? Picture taken using a K810i.

Exam has been disastrous( is that the right word? o.o)

Paper after paper.. I screwed everything up. =/

We had BM, English, Sejarah,Moral, and Maths.

For BM, it wasn't that bad for paper one, but when it comes to paper two.. Sigh.

As for English.. Okay laa.

Sejarah! Woot. I calculated and I know I'm gonna fail. =[

Moral. I forgot most of the definition for each nilai. So u tell me, fail, no?

Maths. We're done with our first paper.. Which made me feel extra stupid, because I can't even handle my Math. And they say Math is just another subject which you can get an A easily?

Sigh.

I need a tutor. Badly.

or I'm gonna make myself study during the holidays, and this time I really mean it.

Of course, I'm gonna fill my holidays with activities like hang outs and trips to Genting or wherever you name it.

We'll be having Math 2 and EST 1 on Tuesday.

EST 2 and Chem on Wednesday.

Phy and Add Maths on Thurs.

And Bio on Fri.

Time seems to be killing me.

But I have to think positive, rightttt? =D

I'm just like any other girl, who watches American Idol... and falls in love with...

David Archuleta!

He melts my heart whenever he sings! =D

And he knows how to play the piano!

Woot. Lovesss!

Okayyy. Gonna do some Math assessment now. Ciaoo.

Where are you? It's like you've disappeared into thin air all of a sudden.

Care much, not?

We're having our mid year exam for ICT right now.

Some of them are still struggling with their work..

I've done mine.. hee. happy happy that I solved the problems from my work.

Bleahh.. I will be going through 2 boring weeks..

Mid year exam. Most of them are studying and I'm not.

I might've studied a bit but it's never enough for me to even pass the exam. = =

I hate myself for being so lazy.

Grr.

To that someone, do u still care?

Patrick! <3

Farris with his birthday cake from Munz

Using my mom's laptop now.

Missing the time when I get to go online using dad's laptop at Station One.

Farris's present from his bro. I love the design of his phone! Heavy for a Motorola though..

You guys might be thinking, "I have to do it every week or day and u're saying that u miss it?"

Yes I miss it. It's relaxing. =P

So you know what to get for my 16th birthday! xD

The people who performed on May 1st @ Leisure Mall.

I performed in Leisure Mall on the 1st of May, and I looked horrible

I was off beat a few times, I forgot some of the steps... Pfft thinking of it makes me wanna cry.

But I was sorta happy that a few of my friends went to see me dance, and told me that I was okay even though I sucked big time! =]

Thanks guys, you know who you are. ^^"

And a very very big thank you, to that someone who supported me.

_____________

I dislike school rules.

I can't bring my camera to school unless with teacher's permission.

It means I can't take random pictures in school anymore!

Random picture of Zhao.

Grr. *thoughts of breaking the school rules to bring it school pops in Carmen's mind.. /gg*

Worth taking the risk? =/

You tell me.

Oh.

Guess who will I be cuddling to sleep tonight? =P

You know I'm still thinking of you.

Happy birthday Darling dan Sayang!

Wondering who my darling is? =P

Jeng jeng jeng...

JAMIE!

Happy sweet 16th birthday Jamieeeee!!

Oh.

One more one more..

Sayang! Happy birthday!

In case you don'tknow.. I call Farris sayang.. yes the cute guy in class =D

To the girls who want to kill me, u'd better hold ur weapon there! U won't wanna kill me! U know what I mean.. =P

Blogging in Jamie's house now..

My modem and the wireless router is not functioning already.

The TMNet guy came to change the modem though.

Guess I might be getting my internet connection back soon enough. =D

Hope you guys will like the presents I gave you!

At Station One?

Currently blogging from Station One.

Not able to get my wireless back yet.

Looks like I wont be able to blog til exam's over.

Exam.exam.exam

FOCUS BABEHH!!

I'm gonna get bad results this time.

Doing Bio presentation now.BIO KILLS ME. X_X

I wanna get myself a laptop.

Feels so cool to be sitting here blogging. Heeee. =P

Ciao!

To that someone,miss you? =/