losing grip.

Is it me losing grip of myself or what?

I'm starting to lose patience on some people.

It's saddening to see some of your friends change into somebody else. Not for the better, but for the worse.

But there's nothing much u can do, eh? Except for the fact that u'll see their future gone just like that because u know, they wouldn't give a damn to listen to you.

And the last thing I wanna hear is comparison. I'm born to be a not-so-beautiful person, but

I'm actually okay with it. I've always thought, "what if I'm borned pretty?" The only answer I

get is, it's either I'll be a meanie or a person surrounded with fake friends who only admire me for my looks.

And being a not-so-beautiful person, in the sense of my looks is the reason why I treat my friends sincerely. Which makes me a person who dislike to compare people, because I believe that everyone is different. That's why I kinda dislike people comparing me with someone else, or people asking me to compare. =.=

Oh. I've nearly forgotten something.

Best friends.

How do you know, if that someone is your best friend?

Different people have different views, opinions or thoughts about this thing.

But..

I don't think, that just by being able to tell your friend your secrets or open up to them then u call them your best friends lo.

To me, a best friend is when I treat a person like my brother or sister, to the extend that I know what he/her is thinking without even having that person to speak.

So cool rite? People might think it's so unrealistic, but it happens wei, it happens. =D

There's more to it laa, but I'm lazy already. I'm losing my words again. pfft.

What makes me happy is that I'm able to drink Ipoh's gau gai cheong's white coffee. =D

Pray.

A mother of a friend of mine has just got admitted into the hospital, until now she's still unconcious.

I'm worried about everything right now.

From school work to this bestie of mine.

No doubt, we shall do this together, okay? Pray hard that she'll be alright.

The story of an awesome dude.

Okay. Who is the awesome dude I'm talking about? The awsome-est of all weih.

Seriously, he's damn leng zhai. I love his hair alot lo! And I'm not kidding okay!

He's tall also. And best of all he's tanned. U know tanned guys are hawtt rite! =D

Yeah. Most of the girls also said that he's a gentleman. Why? He helps girls out a lot. He's super nice lo I tell u! Every girl that I know also say that he's a very very good guy.

To top it off, he's not a player. How perfect can this guy be weh? A lot of girls have already confessed to him before, but he's got only like 2 ex?

Wa. I super pui fook him le. I've never been this proud of a friend before.

I'd bet u guys wanna know who he is rite? =D Guess who izzit?

Oh. Leave a comment bout what you think about him also! Heh he refuses to give me his pic, so I'll make him give it to me later! =P

A day at Becca's house.

You know what? I've never ever edited so many beautiful pictures before since I started taking pictures lo! SERIOUSLY.

Haha don't know what I'm talking about? Well, today 4sc2 was supposed to go to Rebecca's house for choir practice, and yeah, not everyone turned up. Too bad for those who didn't turn up because seriously, we had alot of fun! And to Mel and Mr Deng! You guys should've came earlier weh!

Introducing two sexayy mamas! Michelle and Koh Kyean. =D

Girls do what they do best. xD

While waiting for the rest to arrive, some of the girls took the opportunity to camwhore! Because Rebecca's garden is way too beautiful to miss out the chance to do so. Haha and I missed the chance wth. Why la.. = =

Oh. So this was why. I was listening to Ali playing the piano! =P

I love this picture so much! The beautiful Ya Yen and Michelle.

Lol the cute-ness of Hua Min!

Look at them! BBSL GUYS BE JEALOUS THAT I HAVE SO SEXY AND LENG LUI CLASSMATES! =P

Yeah. And like Koh Kyean said, the lighting in the house also damn nice lo! I tell u I super love the lightings. Makes all the pictures look super super good. <3~

Pictures of the day! See la. I can't even one picture of the day because it looks oh so good.

Do the A thing! =P

Lastly, part of 4sc2 who went today!

Seriously, I feel really lucky to have this group of people to be my classmates, and I'm not talking about the people who turned up today only, but the total of 21 students who are in 4sc2! If you have been here with us to witness the unity that we have among ourselves, you will want to join us. I'm glad that I made the right choice to stay in Sri Garden to continue my studies!

You crazy people rawk 4sc2 2008! =D

Pictures for today were taken mostly by Ya Yen and thanks to the power of self timer xD

OMGGGGG!

I want a longer period of time for my holidays!

T.T

Why la only one week!

Now all my activities are cramped in one week wth.

Okay I'm complaining because I missed my meal of salmon. = = Nvm~! Next time oni go. =D

Just got back from Ipoh. Went back to Ipoh because grandpa is admitted into hospital again. =/ I cannot describe the feeling that I get whenever I see him, but I'm definitely gonna stay strong. =]

Okayy so last 2 weeks, the school organised Minggu Bahasa, which is something that is done every year la. =P

So. Pictures time!

Interact members who decorated the hall board! =D

4sc1.Choir.Opening ceremony.LOVELY! ^^"

During that week, we had a lot of activities which were organised by the BM teachers. Most of us, the 4sc2 students joined the Cogan Kata competition. =D

Me.Mel.Mun Yee.Becca.

KohKyean.KahSeng(photographer).Michelle.Andrea

Marcus.YaYen.PeiChin.Rachel.

Notice the guy in the picture? Haha check out tuesday or wednesday's Star newspaper. You'll see his face in there! xD

Farris.Cassandra.Hanim.Steven.

look at michelle.hot! haha

Our work of art. Messy, I know.

Closing ceremony.All the artwork!

Our very own newspapers. Done by all the form4s.

Happy happy.

I choose to be happy because I just realised that I am not forgotten.

=]

Smileyyyy!

What's up with me u may ask at my last post? Being sad and all.

Aiya AS CLICHE AS IT MAY SOUND, girls don't need a reason to cry or be emo. =D

Okay la. That's just partly why I'm sad.

The other half is because I got to know about something la, or rather some things la.

Anyways, I've been sad like I wanted to, and now I wanna be happy again. ^^"


HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!

^^v Busy week, but it's gonna be fun! NO DOUBT.

Because we're hawtt like that xD

I've learned to become a stronger person, and I've accepted that there's always an end to everything. All I ask for is for God to not let him suffer from anything and enjoy life. =/

Emo post.

To those who are not interested in reading sad posts from the blogger, come back next time. This time, the blogger is emo.

Somehow, I don't know how to start this post.

Okay.

Like any other people, I write better when I'm emo. Don't you realise? Or maybe you just don't read, because it's just another post filled with words but no pictures.

Words just spurt out from my mind, too much of Harry Potter I guess. =X~

But after a while, I will start losing words from my mind, and I will be unable to utter my feelings. Why?

=[

Like a minute ago, I just deleted a whole load of words that could make me cry thinking of it.

But I'll just shorten it and just say SORRY KAH SENG! for constantly asking u to DIAM LA these few days ><"

I've been really emotional these few days.

Maybe it's because I haven't been getting enough sleep, due to the assessments. =/

Oh. A lil something.

Why do I cry myself to sleep, everynight having flashbacks of all the memories I had?

Why do I always want to give out so much, and expect nothing in return?

THIS EMO THING ISN'T LEAVING ME.

She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love.

To take the lead, or not?

I've been given an opportunity to handle a big project.

I'm worried that I wouldnt be able to handle it, because it will be my first time taking the lead.

But, what doesnt kill makes you stronger.

This will be another amazing experience.

People, I need comments.

To take the lead, or not?

Smileee!

Feeling like telling the world something.

I smile because I appreciate, I laugh because I feel loved!

Hehe.

I don't know why, but changing school makes me appreciate all the friendships I have even more.

And knowing that there are a bunch of people who will still catch me when I fall is just simply amazing!

Have you found that group of people who will catch u when you fall?

Be more open minded. Don't judge ppl just by their appearances. Think positive.

You'll find one. =D

Ever had a thought?

I'm writing this because I think that there's more to life, than just this.

.. I'm writing this because I think that only a handful of people choose to listen to what I say. = = Cham rite.

I think that people have said it right. There's more to life!

What benefit does anyone get, being stuck in a life which is filled with complications and sorrow?

What do YOU get when you put on a smile everyday just for the sake of showing everyone, when you're sad inside?

Yes. It's too young to say this..

But Some of my friends often get depressed over the LOVE problem lo!

whenever we suffer from a heartbreak, it's really alright to just be sad for as long as you want to. However, there's always a time limit to it! I mean, why do you choose to be sad for your whole life for one person when you have a whole lot of people in this world! Right! =D

When it's time to move on, then move on! Don't linger around the same person, thinking about that person day and night when that person already forget about you laa. Don't torture yourself like that, people!

You'll sure say.. Aiya so hard to forget about that person la.. I really love that person.

Time will eventually heal that broken heart! I personally think that now, being a teenager, we shouldn't take relationships that seriously, because all these relationships wont last for life one. Only a handful of relationships will last for life!

And when I say don't take it that seriously, meaning don't think that it's forever, but appreciate every moment when that person is with you. It doesn't mean that you can have 10 girlfriends/boyfriends at once okay! =P

When you break up with people, then don't always be so sad that you lost that person, but be happy because you were once with that person.. And you already appreciate every moment right. =D

You will say, all these advice are just crap la. How to be happy. I know, you will be sad at first. But try thinking what you've been through. All those sweet memories will make you happy! =D

Oh. Those who always like people secretly one and don't dare to express their feelings to people. Wei. Build those courage you have in you and just express it! If people reject, then it's okay. We're still young.. Look on the bright side. Don't need to guess guess already right. Hahaha

Of course, I really respect other people's thoughts towards love, because not everyone is a realist like me. = = Honestly, I've never believed in the word FOREVER before since I started to have crushes on cute guys. Not even in JAY CHOU. Muahaha. =P

There's nothing better than getting to know about that.

There's one thing that made my day.

MY GRANDPA LOVES PATRICK! woot!

Questions without answers.

I've never expected something like this,
because all I was thinking was, I need to be an optimist.

Being unable to save that loved one of yours,

Just breaks my heart because that sickness can never be cured.

Thinking of it really hurts. I've been trying to control my tears, so that I wouldn't cry so often anymore. To those how know, I'm a cry baby.

Anyways. Pictures from So You Think You Can Dance.

From left. SooVyen's sis.SooVyen.Munz.Mel.Bex.Me.Ali

AishahSinclair?Hostoftheshow. =]

Love their dances alot! They look so beautiful as a group! <3

Zainal Abidin, right? O.o"

Ah Hong's fans. AaronChin was down there! pfft.

Black dancing Pink Panther OST. Damn cute!

Black and CC dancing No Air by Chris Brown & Jordin Sparks!

Finalist of SYTYCD 2.

Wrong timing la the confetti fall! Also haven announce the name! Lol

CC won!

Aww tears of joy. =D

CC hugging her parents. =]

SG Idol Part 2!

Woot! My internet connection is a bit better right now, but it still sucks because I cant login my MSN. =P


Anyways. Pictures of SG IDOL. PART 2 BABEH!

Lilian and Chia Hoong.

Wei Zhong.

Li Wei

Wai Hoong going solo!

Okay I'm biased. Posting 2 pictures of Ali and Cassandra! =P

See how much 4sc2 love them! =D

The Korean Girl. Sung Eun/Song Eun(not sure of the spelling =X) singing When There Was Me and You.

I think all of us mou gu dong when she sang. Lol

The Sista's! Isabelle and Hera. They rawked the stage wehh.

OMG HOW CAN I FORGET THE HOSTS! Su Yee and Saiful from 5sc2. =D

And now.. for the results.. who won? /hmm

*drum rolls!*

TADAA!

Wei Zhong was the champion of SG Idol '08 for solo singing and the sisters were winners for the duet singing!

Standing in 2nd place is Sung/Song Eun and in third place, Wai Hoong. =]

So that's about it ppl. I'm done with SG Idol. ^^"~

Next post. So You Think You Can Dance? AARON CHIN WENT THERE AND I DIN GET TO SEE HIM! Pfft. =[

SCREW STREAMYX

Dunno what's up with Streamyx.

I can't sign in to MSN, I can't upload pictures into blogger. Pfft.

SG Idol pictures are ready.

Will upload it when the connection is better.