phobia?

gosh. I think I have phobia over the exams. After looking at the number 8 on my Chemistry paper the last time I had my assessment. @@"~

I really thank my ji mui, pkOrange for coming all the way from PJ just to help me, Sin Yin and Mun Yee out with our Chemistry, even though Mun Yee only came for a while. Haha but he made me understand alot of things about Chemistry la.

Seriously, it doesn't matter whether I get an A anot now, I just need a C. Lol

I've been really studying also thanks to him. Gah without these people with me, I really wonder how am I gonna set my ass on the dining table, and lay my hands on books, not the keyboard. Haha

I love the colour of my hair at the back xD

I think it's Steven's work. SOK!

Oh. And did I tell u guys? Studying in Starbucks works for me! xD seriously. I don't feel that stress when I study there, although I've been there to study twice only la. =P But I can really study there la. Hmm, maybe it's the company that I have? =]

Yeap. Us at Starbucks. =D

They tried throwing the McShaker packet into the bin. = ="

Footballers! xD FARIZA.K.Weng.Zhao.Hilman.

Yeah. He'll be on the phone for a very long time.

And there's something Farris wrote on my desk which helps me with my low self esteem. Haha such a great friend weh! Dun deny that people! =P

The last point says, Jay's No.1 Fan!

Oh. Beautiful picture, eh? Look what it turns to next. =O

Mun Yee's artwork. Yeah the purple stuff at the top left? She wrote JAY SUCKS. =.=

I wanna express so much, but I don't know how, simply because I don't know what I want now.

tell me, why do I feel so empty inside?

my very first time

I woke up at 1am in the morning, grabbing my stomach, thinking what's with it this time. I was too tired to even think what I ate that night.

This morning at 5.30am, I woke up all of a sudden due to the pain in my stomach. I was suffering from gastric because of the antibiotics that I took last nite. Yeah I went to see the doctor, and he gave me some antibiotics which I'm not supposed to take because I've experienced gastric before.

Damn. I had doubts taking that medicine but I had to take it coz I thought that I will recover earlier if I just take the medicine. O_O"

Sigh. It was my first time screaming at my parents, my brother and sister because I was in pain and nobody could actually helped me. I begged my parents to call the doctor to come see me because he's just living across the street. Yeah I still had school in my mind. @@"~

I cried. I rolled over the bed just to tell myself that I need to control the pain but it seems to get worse! Sigh. It was that pain til at one point I even had difficulty in breathing. How nice. =.= Later then my parents drove me out to check out whether are there any 24 hours clinic open in our area, turns out that not even one clinic was open at 7 in the morning.

I went back home, I sat on the sofa, I crouch for like one hour and I had back ache thanks to it. I was sooo tired that time also but I couldnt sleep because of the pain. Yeah after one hour, thank god the doctor came. He gave me some medicine to take and he left. I took abit of food and I quickly took the medicine, then I slept.

Yeah I woke up and slept again for like dunno how many hours til now. I'm still having a lil pain, but everything's much better now.

During that few hours when I was in pain, I was very thankful that my grandmother is here. She took care of me, she walked up the stairs and come back down again for like a few times just to get what I need.

Sigh, but now I'm having difficulty to sleep. And things dun get better when you've alot of subjects to revise and other things to worry about. =/

Fall for you. <3

Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade. <3~

Hmm. My sore throat is MUCH better already now. But I'm starting to cough now. =/ My headache's gone too. =D

Hee I think it's because I was out of my house for awhile just now. Why? For driving! Driving always makes me feel better, I have no idea why. Lol something super paiseh occured when I was driving, but it is between me, my dad and the bestie. xD

Yeah, and I'm almost done with my ICT presentation as well, so it means that I can fully concentrate on my books by tomorrow. ^^"

So now I'm gonna go catch my beloved Jay in my dreams. HEE. Nite people!

how pleasant.

I'm 2 weeks away from my exam, and I'm sitting here being clueless of the whole year's syllabus. How nice it is, eh? =/

I wanna study so badly, yet I cant. I think I'm recovering from my sore throat, but I'm starting to get a headache. SIGH. I cant even get my eyes to open properly. = ="

GAH. I'M HAVING MOOD SWINGS ALSO. SCREW IT LAA!

Temptation

So much for yours truly who has been longing for a game of CS.

Yes, rather out of fashion but the classmates are playing it again.

I've even got everything set up in my dearest com, yet I'm controlling myself from playing it. And the reason? Finals. Sigh. Why la am I so unprepared for finals! If not I'll be playing CS now already. pfft.

I've got myself well controlled til now. They're playing CS in the ICT lab right now. And I'm here blog hopping, while searching for pictures for my presentation next week. =.=

Sheesh. Siennnn. So tempting. X_X

What about now~

Omg I have Chris Daughtry's song stuck in my head. =.=

I had fun on Friday! BBQ at Hui Er's place. Pure fun. I was laughing almost the whole night!

And I really had fun with Jin Rui and Sin Yin. I think I was the one who started it right. o.o We walked like penguins and gangsters while I had Elevator by Flo-Rida and Timbaland played on my phone. xD

Jin Rui and Sin Yin. *points at Sin's slippers* =P


Men of the night. xD Tak Wai, Yap Goon, Wah Lung, Wai Meng and part of Aaron

Wah Lung and his.. fishballs? O_O"

3/4 of the ppl that night!

Sin Yin. Lap Zhen. Jin Rui

Lap Zhen and his perfect chicken =D

We shall look at the moon everynight, together. xD

We ended the night with Tian Wei's surprise birthday cake! Happy Belated Birthday, Tian Wei!

Took us alot of trouble to hide that cake from him, right guys? xD

Wah Lung. Tian Wei. Tak Wai!

mun yee mun yee.

mun yee loves WK. and WAN TAN. and CRAB. SERIOUSLY. I'm not joking.

wanna know? heh wait til her sis asks. I'll tell. /gg Mun yee. You know I'll betray you just to make you angry. HAHAHA. Beh song? Come scold me. I'll congratulate you when you've finally started to learn how to scold ppl! =P

Heh. I love Jay. You know what I mean, mun yee. CNN even interviewed him can? And he's such a good son. So rich edi still living with his beloved mom. See la. Not like u-know-who. =D

Oh. Random picture.

how i wish.

I'm feeling more and more insecure as time flies.

idk why. I miss my grandpa. At the same time, I feel scared at night. You know, after attending the funeral for like what, almost 5 days?

And I sleep alone. doesn't make things easier for me. pfft.

Sigh. Having mood swings nowadays. Why a? =/

I'm backk!

Most of u might've known already by now.

My beloved grandfather passed away on 3rd of September 2008, 7.23am.

If not mistaken, he passed away when he was, sleeping? I'm not too sure bout things, but I was sure that he left us peacefully..

Yeah. Until today, I still miss him. I even cried quite badly, but my mom told me not to cry, because if we cry he will feel reluctant to leave us to go to heaven. I chose to believe in it, because my grandfather is definitely a good man, and good men should be going to heaven. =]

Anyways, thanks to those who sms-ed, called or even messaged me online once I came back. Thanks for the concern people! I'm alright! Just a lil sad once in a while, thinking that he has left us for good.

Heh. Short post for now. I've got alot of things to catch up since I've been missing school since Wednesday. =P

Gong gong, we will always remember you, for everything that you've done for us. <3~

bored.

I'm not exactly bored, it's just that I wanna study but I'm oh-so lazy. Ha-ha. =.=

I haven't been speaking much these 3 days. Seriously. Even when I see my cousin brother I stick to the TV because I was watching Speech of Silence. So much for me being the HK drama addict.

I'm also starting to get addicted to the song in my playlist now. Haru haru. Influenced by the crowd. xD

Anyways. I was kinda ada semangat to study last Friday, but now I've lost it because I'm so addicted to the computer screen and I'm feeling restless. Yeah not to forget my butt loves the chair to the extend that I don't even feel like getting out of this lovely chair.

Oh did I tell you guys that I'm starting to love the school library?

The environment there makes me study. Honestly, you don't see me reading books for more than half an hour at home, but in school I actually did add maths non stop for 2 periods with my friends. O_O" How I wish the school library is open on weekends too.

And I hate the clubhouse's library. The magazines there are sooooo outdated. And the smell in there. PHOOO! Go smell it for urself. No air ventilation also one. =.=

Why am I talking about library anyways? Oh, because apparently, my house is too comfy for me to study. =D

I'm crapping la wth. Ciao.