have u checked urs?

PLKN Siri 7 2010.

have u checked urs?
http://www.khidmatnegara.gov.my/

yes, this time, i'm sure it's out already because i have 2 friends who are confirmed to be selected for the NS.

and what about me?
i couldn't believe it when i first knew after my friend checked for me.

so i double checked myself.
checked on the website, checked through sms.

and....

heh.
i still can't believe what i'm seeing rite now.

you're not sorray.

i've been doing alot of thinking lately. PMS much? yeah. :D

like the title of my post.. i'm angry with people who just wouldn't feel a tad bit sorry for what they've done wrong, of course, not til they're smacked right in the face with a statement, 'i ain't gonna forgive you.'

i'm only 16+, long way to go til i'm 17. but i've already started seeing people who would do a million things to cover up the truth.
i've also seen people who may look innocent, but in actual fact they're the biggest liar of all.

my oh my, it's actually good in the sense that i'm preparing myself for college. :D the drama and all? yeah.

anyway! pictures since last week.


[19th June.Fri.Teachers' Day celebration.]

mich, the sexay and june, the cutie! ^^

andreaaaaa! the hyper. :D

[20th June.Sat.Early Father's Day Celebration.Damansara Village Steamboat.]

the place.

AWESOME STUFF!

ambience.

[24th June.Wed.Random stuff.]

KS3 Mandarin Club organised an activity for the members, which is to paint on the recycling bag. Use less plastic bags people!

taken in class.

more on career week when i'm free.

p/s: i have a video of u guys dancing the gratitude dance! xD

self check.

there's so much to update about, like Teacher's Day and dinner @ Damansara Village Steamboat Restaurant.
but here I am trying my very best to update properly without pictures.. just because my camera is dead- as in no battery laaaaa. I'll never let my cam die in my hands. :D

currently in a very very bad mood now.
why? because I'm feeling so freaking frustrated.
it's only that one person I care about, yet why does that person never gives a shyt about what I say?
it's just too frustrating that u just feel like slapping that person right in the face and just say, this is an effing wake up call.

but what's the point? u'll only get hurt because that person is strong headed and decides, 'she is just talking crap. bullshyt all the way.'
just wait and u'll see. what i've said will always come true. and those who knows me well knows that.

heck. that's why i'm so much of a cold blooded person now.
when i say i don't give a shyt about you anymore, i really will never care.
so much for being harsh? welcome to the reality.

quick one.

my dad told me that i've a story with this escalator. LOL

yes it's late already, must turn off computer and go to bed!

FCE's tomorrow and i won't want to screw it because similar to my piano exam, my parents paid big bucks for this exam- at least it's big bucks to me. xD

yeah and i'm pretty nervous right now for tomorrow's test. I'm quite afraid of the writing part, you see. Never knew how to write a proper essay which can score up to at least Band4. read some of the sample, but still.. no confidence.

anyway, the most nerve wrecking one should be the one on Friday. The speaking part. I hope I don't screw up. =/

think positive baby. All the best to those who are taking FCE tomorrow.

the weld.

in ur dreams baby, in ur dreams.

here we go again.

don't you find it great to be able to hang out with friends that u are really close with, whether it's in a big or a small group.
nothing else really matters,

like the food you eat.

or the things u see on the street. or in this case, in mid valley. LOL.

or the crazy things you do. done by Sumana.

because all you ever do is enjoy each other's company.

even though i don't get to go out much this year, but every moment spent with you guys are.. the best. really. thanks guys! ok la, i don't hang out, i just hang on the phone. :D wheeee. u guys should faham faham sendiri la. xD ok i'm really an ass today. so much for Night At The Museum 2. pfft

ok work time, ciao!

dead and gone.

i can't help it, they're kids!

as promised earlier, but a lil late, here are the photos taken from the Open Day that was on the 30th of May. :D

only selected photos though, lazy to put so many ahh. =X

question. the idea, the creativity. where has it all gone? dead? or is it never in me at all?
it's getting tougher to do what I WANT and having interest in. it's okay if i can just come up with some shyt and then show it to people, but what I want is something that would be able to leave an impressive note to others.

would there be someone to be ur backbone while you move forward?

but so far i don't see any of it in me. u know? it's like i'm stuck with these few things and i wouldn't know how to come up with a better one.
maybe it's because i'm lack of all those.. shyt.

work with what you have, maybe?

initially i thought things wouldn't be a problem but now, i think i'll have to put extra effort on it. sigh, and u know, i'm a sucker when it comes to long term time management.

Jiy Ni cooking for the primary students.

to juggle between my interest and my studies. it seemed so easy, but in actual, it's never easy.

explore, learn and get guidance from others, perhaps?

teamwork.

yeah. maybe i know what to do now. but still, help? :S

CLIOD Day 2.

WHOA. I MUST SAY THAT YESTERDAY WAS.. AWESOME! :D

i've got to learn so so so many things there. and most importantly.. SAM STARTED TO FEEL UNSURE ABOUT HIS CHOICE OF COURSE AFTER EVERYTHING. :P

so what does that mean? it means that within these two days, we were exposed to many many different type of courses. like seriously, i was also attracted to some other things edi! :S

but anyway. lets not elaborate on that part because we're not making decisions for tonight's dinner or something so shall we proceed? =D

ok. so what we did was basically fun stuff! from the logo design to the save the egg game. plenty of fun!

first up was the logo design. no pictures because i kinda forgotten. =/

then it was the drawing session. omgeee i was thinking that this rocks because we're doing it in an actual studio! i can see terrified faces because most of us don't take art. but the lecturer was really nice to guide those who were having tough time with the drawing.

the way he taught us for that 1-2 hours was really awesome! i can feel like we're having an actual lesson weh. :D

art studio. from my view.

my drawing! not bad eh? xD

then it was time for lunch! that was when we bonded la. ;D me, Jamie and Sam got to know 2 new friends! Timothy and Eva. heh damn cool weh. and coincidentally we're all from pure science stream! why am i saying this? heh find out later laaa~

just when i thought the drawing session rocks? this was the best! after our lunch, we headed for the Photo Lab and we had a photoshoot session! Mr Charles was kind enough to take pictures of us for FREE. it is soooo not easy to get okay! one of the staff said that during her graduation day? she spent 600bucks just on her graduation photos. O_O"

timothy getting his potrait shot.

the whole group who applied for design. =d taken using Jamie's DSLR.

from left. Timothy, Eva, Jamie, Sam and ME! taken using Jamie's DSLR too.

more pictures after we've received our pictures! :D

after the photoshoot session, we headed back to the art studio for a game! we thought we could win.. but.. oh well. :D

we played 'save the egg'! see. that's when physics kicks in. thank goodness we're all from the science stream! we used all the scientific ways to think of how to protect our egg. we were given some materials then we were asked to protect the egg and make sure the egg doesn't crack after dropping it from 3 floors above ground.

so we as the science students practised what we've learned. FORCE! ya that's when all the momentum, reduce impact time bla bla bla comes in. LOL. it was really fun weh.

tadaa! our.. CREATION. ROFL

we've got new kaki. xD

picture with Ivan, our host for this year's CLIOD in black and a lecturer. :D

before throwing the egg.

result? we lost. DAMNIT. but it's okay laaa. we kinda knew it the moment Sam dropped it. me and Jamie heard the crack sound. ><"

everything ended at 5 actually, but we left at 4. WHY? because it was Hua Min's birthday! :D she was at Sunway with the rest of 'em so me, Jamie and Sam took a cab to Sunway to see her. haha the first person I saw who fell in front of my eyes was Kah Seng. LMAO the way he fell was damn funny!

Bex and KS.

then me, Jamie, Sam and Deng went to makan at BarBQ Plaza. aww man. the food was good laa. even though we had beef instead of pork and butter instead of pork oil. xD

it's beef ok!

walked around and met up with them after having such good food. then yeahhh went back home at around.. 7pm. :D

HAPPY BELATED 17th HUA MIN!

picture taken using Jamie's DSLR too. :D

CLIOD Day 1.

ok laaa. finally I was excited, this morning. LOL.
but not that excited also because I was sleepy.
I watched 'He's Just Not That Into You' til 12 weh. :S but worth spending the time to watch it!

anywayyyyyy.. LOL me, Jamie and Sam reached TCPJ at around 7.20am? I know. Damn early!
Thank goodness we had Jia Liang to bring us go hang out abit with his friends. They're really nice people! :D


they had to go by 8am so we went to check out the place laaaa. AND THEN HORRRR. i felt lucky that we went there early. because we didn't know where to go to register ourselves and all~ but we still manage to find it within 10 minutes! :D because we're smart like that, wahahahha. -chokes-

we registered ourselves then we were led to the class. first impression of the class, feels like school! because of the tables and the chairs la DOH. sama sama, so like tak ada rasa lain macam. hahaha -in attempt of speaking broken BM-

haaa got free food and bag! haha u know the one which some of the SG teachers carry in school last time. yeah yeah the red recycled bag. xD then we were introduced to design, what's design all about... and stuff la. all i remember is this:

"in every design! u need balance. balance between utility and esthetic"

or something to that effect la. =P

then, we had this hanging mobile activity. which was pretty fun for us. mine was... -speechless- LOL.
but Sam's group won! :D damnnn he got some CD which I heard was worth 80bucks! O_O"

group activity.

my group's... ABSTRACT artwork. LOL.

very short and brief presentation.

Sam's group!

then we had lunch and we proceeded to another class which was the QS class. :D

at first we were warned by our host, Ivan that the activity that we were gonna carry out would be rather challenging, but I think that all of us had fun measuring, calculating and learning a lil bit about the floor plan laaa. xD

taken using Jamie's DSLR. picture taken by Sam.

our.. VERY low cost house.

we actually ended much earlier. so we hung out at the library, this time with Suzuki and the gang. haha no pictures of them though. maybe tomorrow?

library. had shaky hands.

so that's about it? i hope tomorrow will be fun. :D rather nervous, my self esteem starting to go down the drain again. =/